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Tuesday, August 06, 2013

Being Still...

Relaxing is not something at which I am good.

I fidget and squirm and have a deep need to be saying or doing something all the time. I am not still. I have nervous energy and consistently think I am forgetting something. (Probably because I usually am forgetting something.)

There were a few moments on our vacation when I felt myself be still. My heart rate slowed, and I fully soaked in the moment without worry and without wiggling.

 
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Or maybe those were just moments when I realized...I'm drunk. Hey, it was vacation.